Missing Items

I lost your mixtape
Can you make me a new one?
Don’t act like times have changed
Cause that might make you change the order
I like the songs the way they were
Just hit the copy button
And forget what I did

I lost my watch
Time is important to me
My dad gave it to me
It’s sentimental
Even though I don’t really like my dad
Just mail it to me
And forget what I did

I lost my Swiss Army Knife
It’s got a screwdriver
You really don’t need a screwdriver do you?
I got it in Switzerland
Boy, those mountains were beautiful
Just give it to our mutual friend
And forget what I did

I lost my confidence
Did I leave it at your place?
Check under the mountain of regrets I always leave behind
Silly me
Just, you know, hand it over
And forget what I did

What makes a romantic hopeless?

I think these two videos say EXACTLY what I want to say, without saying it.

One day...

I think it would be nice to drop some baggage. Emotional, physical, you name it.
The problem isn't that we have baggage, it's that we buy bigger suitcases all the time.

I wish

I wish I could see her, just for one day.
I wish I could find out, is she the one?
I wish I could touch her, does she still remind me of the sunlight?
I wish I could believe, that she is my soulmate.
I wish I could find out, is she the one?
I wish I could drive tonight, to find the courage to drive thunder road.
I wish I could.
I wish.
I should.

No More Facebook Feeds, We're Off The Grid

You're already the voice inside my head

And have been for years.

:)

Angel... indeed

I'm feeling multiple waves of feelings right now and I thought I try to share some of them.

Angel Pedraza, one of my three roommates in my freshman year, passed away. This by itself would be shocking and heartbreaking. What adds to this is that he passed in March of this year. And I found out today.

I don't know how to react. Of course there is feelings of sadness, feelings of loss. Angel was a fellow RTF major and I always thought we'd patch things up and work on a project together down the line. You would like everything to nicely wrapped up when you lose someone but Angel and I were quite distant last year, and now I feel regret that we couldn't patch things up. We were all very different people in that dorm room, and we were all adapting to college life.

And then there's shock. Shock that the word never reached me. That I had to learn off of the Austin Film Society website when trying to apply for an internship. I can't believe that with the number of mutual friends that we made over freshman year that not one would contact me. I didn't read about it in the news, I didn't hear any notice of it through UT. You think the University would inform former roommates if an enrolled student passed away. I'm really upset that I had to learn this way. I'm partly to blame, I'll admit, having not keeping in touch with him, but I still wish I had known sooner.

Life, as you learn over and over again, is a fragile thing. If I ask one thing from you, is to find someone who you may have fallen out with, and see how they are doing, you don't always get the chance to.

R.I.P Angel, I will miss you.

Two posts for the price of one.

For some reason the last post I did never made it on facebook. No bother, this one should be short and sweet.

I just took a look at the wedding photos from Travis and Amy's wedding and I just gotta say that it looked amazing. Thanks Vivi for taking such great shots, you all looked fantastic and I just love seeing the whole gang together looking super snazzy. I really need to stop leaving Austin for the summer because you guys go out and do plays and get married and I'm stuck washing fig stains out of my factory outfit. I should be back in about 40-50 days give or take and I can't wait to see you all again.

On a similar note getting Mario back in the fall is like having your favorite character of a TV show leave and then come back a few seasons later. I miss the fella and I can't wait to go back, lose ten bucks a week, and return to the ballroom. I truly believe this upcoming semester will be my best 4 months of my life, that's my goal at least.

In other news.

E3 is back, and it's much much smaller. But that hasn't stopped my heart from getting caught in my throat after all the announcements. I won't go into detail here but let me just give you a quick top five list.

5. GTA IV
I first got my grnadmother to buy GTA III and I've been addicted ever since.
4. Halo 3
Do I have to say anything.
3. WiiFit
Should go well with the diet cola and diet pills I'll be taking in the fall
2. Super Smash Brothers Wii
You haven't lived til you've played a 99 life match
1. ROCK BAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111111111111ZOMG
Downloadable Songs, Who's Next, Drums and a Mic, this game may just own my soul.

Expect a bigger post this weekend. I got a surprise for you.

A Quick One While He's Away (Facebook Link)